For mein glouie, quoted Bob Dylan's song:
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I gagged twice, doubled, tears blinding my sight
My mind it was mangled, I ran into the night
Leaving all of love's ashes behind me.
The wind knocks my window, the room it is wet
The wind knocks my window, the room it is wet
the words to say I'm sorry, I haven't found yet.
I think of her often and hope whoever she's met
I think of her often and hope whoever she's met
will be fully aware of how precious she is.
Dank schlietssen.
untuk ketetapan. untuk kelegaan, untuk pembebasan.
untuk sulaman-sulaman abadi kebahagiaan.
pula untuk semua keajaiban dalam wujud pengalaman kebersamaan.
untuk mengajakku merasakan keutuhan sampai aku bisa belajar menjaga keseimbangan sendiri.
serta untuk sebuah rumusan,
bahwa ikatan paling kuat saat tidak erat dan tak kasat.
sedikit mengutip surat Mochtar Lubis (to his dearest Hally).....
I miss you, I miss our evenings mornings and nights.
But I feel also very sure we will have them back, even better.
Til we meet again. In another different life.
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