tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038175960770053182024-02-20T01:42:51.698-08:00glorificationIf I speak, I am condemned.
If I stay silent, I am damned.
Then, THIS IS CONVICTION OF THE WOMAN COMES FROM A TRYST WITH HER LOVER.Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-32469846527260654452012-09-05T04:14:00.010-07:002012-09-05T04:40:10.507-07:00cinemact<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><strong>they took everything from me.</strong></span></span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">i'll kill all of them.</span></strong> </span></span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><blockquote><div align="left"><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><em>- Salt</em> (2010)<img style="margin: 0px 0px 10px 10px; 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line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >mereka bagaikan<br />kutu kutu kuman</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">.</span><br />mengotori ibukota</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >menyemuti halte, terminal, dan stasiun<br />merambat meluruhi lapisan permukaan</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" ></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">. </span></div> <div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >menyelip di serat-serat jalan<br />menyublim tiap ruang pori-pori<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span><br />menghabisi yang tlah habis<br />memenuhi yang tlah penuh<br />menyesaki yang tlah sesak</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >_</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" ></span> </div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >they look all similar<br />pakaian serupa<br />ekspresi serupa</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >_</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" > </div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >mereka berharap sesuatu</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >kehausan<br />dari cipratan</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >minum dari seloki bukan selokan</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >_</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" > </div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >tak ubahnya mikroba<br />cuma menggerogoti remah serta lendir dari kepingan jekata</span></div><div style="color: black; text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-family: arial; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >_</span></div><div style="color: black; text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-family: arial; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;"> </div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >kadang bosan dengan mengais sisa<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span><br />ingin memakan utuh dari tengah mimpi mereka</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;" color="black" face="arial"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >_</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;" color="black" face="arial"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" ></span> </div><div style="color: black; text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-family: arial; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >mereka kecil, anonim, massal<br />sekumpulan contoh nyata bagi produk nonsens bernama stereotip<br />yang mana data statistik pada nanti mengutip</span></div><div style="text-transform: none; line-height: normal; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;font-family:arial;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(120, 63, 4);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" ></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> </span></div><span style="color: rgb(120, 63, 4);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" ></span><br /><div style="font: small/normal arial; color: black; text-transform: none; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" ></span> </div><div style="font: small/normal arial; color: black; text-transform: none; text-indent: 0px; letter-spacing: normal; word-spacing: 0px; white-space: normal; orphans: 2; widows: 2; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;" >jadilah garam. sejumput yang mengasinkan sepinggan nasi. sebab sudah banyak sekali yang jadi nasi saja. tanpa rasa tanpa warna.</span> </div><br />Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-82752605791009693902012-04-22T09:59:00.012-07:002013-10-01T08:47:14.524-07:00down to the highest<span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">Bumi</span> <span style="color: #ff6600;">bulat. Kalau berjalan terus ke arah utara, akan sampai di selatan.<br />Seperti dua kamar berseberangan. Bila terus menabrak dinding pembatas, menjumpai dunia baru di seberang.<br /><br />Mungkinkah hal-hal dalam hidup demikian juga adanya. <span style="font-size: 85%;">Menyimpan kebalikannya pada tingkap tertentu. Suatu waktu tingkap itu bobol oleh kejenuhan sifat yang menerus mendesak, melampaui klimaks.</span><br />Tatkala manusia membongkar antitesis (A’) dari tesis (A), muncul cerminan berlawanan, that emerges a paradox. Yet this paradox is toxicant.<br /><br />Such paradox-toxic is an oddity <span style="font-size: 85%;">that you’ve been realizing.</span> So rare, so often. You say so sudden, when you denying the fact: you did wait it for long…</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">Seorang Prasetya Erik berani melata di atas banalitas hingga (inevitably?) menemukan estetika, jadi ya, sampai di titik tertentu, di mana kita sudah ditidakmampukan untuk mengerti, kita mengerti.<br /> <br />Di poin kemanusiaan yang mana tadinya dinafikan, manusia beroleh kekuatan. </span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">Ketika mimpi terlebur oleh realita, meleburlah mimpi dan realita. Menjadi angan swadaya.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;"></span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-size: 85%;">Stop decontaminating. Because you end up helplessly contaminated.</span><br />Play it loud as fuck and dance to it.<br /><br />Asap pada kepul debu, </span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">peluk basa, asal kedu, pasak dua, </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">tertatih lembut angin.<br /><br />Kekosongan yang menyakiti, ketiadaan yang melingkupi, tetapi waktu manusia tidak balik menekan, menyadari he himself has already lost all every things that he doesn’t have no more thing to lose, he can fight to the last blood.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">Maria bersama Ralf Hart: </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-size: 85%;">”Dalam kepasrahan itu, kami akhirnya dihampiri kebebasan.”</span></span></span><br />
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And this is written, I think, is for sake of very utmost paradox-toxic <strong>we find love in hopeless place.</strong></blockquote>
</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;"></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">Just leave the ((<em>live every day of your life</em>))<em> </em>chant, </span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="color: #ff6600;">so begin<em> </em>((<em>screw my life. i’ll just live.</em>))<br /><span style="font-size: 85%;">PS. Me know that is the paradox of your and most people’s thought.</span></span></span></span><br />Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-80338325212402769572011-12-20T04:22:00.000-08:002012-12-14T06:21:21.266-08:00slavery<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">i'm not complaining, right here.</span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana; font-size: 85%;">i'm just wanting back at that time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">when me still enjoyed to write and sing. </span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana; font-size: 85%;">write and sing.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: Verdana; font-size: 85%;">positive side though? </span><span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: Verdana; font-size: 85%;">maybe someday on future i could make a piece manual handbook, about </span><span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: Verdana; font-size: 85%;">how to handle all of your boss(es).</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-76450255666268697632011-10-17T09:34:00.004-07:002012-09-05T08:51:09.529-07:00oxymoron<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;"><em>lanang<br /></em></span><span style="font-size:85%;">setiap menit merupakan tegar yang rapuh.<br />mengenang dijerang sesal yang kelabu.<br /><br /></span>mengeruk dari sisa-sisa peninggalan selapis sinar, tangis ini perca.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >anggapan kalau mengakhiri adalah bagian tersulit, sebetulnya salah.<br />titik akhir menandaskan penderitaan.<br />titik akhir berlandaskan keberanian disokong kecongkakan, bercokol pesona kebanggaan karena (merasa) mampu mengakhiri.<br /><br />titik awal baru, yang kerap disepelekan, justru yang tersulit.<br />sama halnya dengan malam gelap tidak menakutkanmu, tetapi pagi cerah keesokannya membuatmu kisut, sebab itu pertanda kau harus melangkah melanjutkan. <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">tanpa tahu sejahiliyah apa yang terbungkus menantimu di jalan kehidupan di depan. terlebih dari itu pun, aku tak ingin pergi.<br /><br />sebab melupakanmu adalah mesti yang meski.<br /></span>maka hidupku berjalan sebagai sebuah pencarian: sementara yang kekal.</span></span><br />Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-7117249776305212982011-07-11T22:50:00.000-07:002011-08-05T19:08:36.279-07:00nubia medley in F<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">To sail away to half discovered places…<br />To see the secret so few eyes have seen…<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Come with me, </span>where chains will never bind you…<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">We seize the day<br />We turn the time<br />We catch the stars<br /><br /></span>We moving to the chanted land.<br /><br />Leaving the world misfortune far behind…. Past is another land…<br />The more that we explore, the more we shall return.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I never have abandoned, and nor I think could you, that spark of hope for freedom.. </span>Yet love, scent of your beloved one on yours.<br /><br />Take my love, lead me to a salvation<br />For love is everlasting, and remember truth that once was spoken<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">To love another person is to see the face of God</span><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Open your door. Hanging there with me.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-50303962900944618412011-07-02T02:15:00.000-07:002011-07-02T02:18:08.635-07:00the gatekeeper<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff6600;">for WORLD PRESS FREEDOM DAY 2011<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>*gatekeeper (terj. bebas) = penjaga masa<br /></em></span><br />ini masih seputar dunia para fakir cerita<br />mencuri dan menangkap setiap peristiwa<br />yang terjadi antara gurat cakrawala dan senja<br />before annihilates into crappy vacant hope...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tempat di mana citra diabai, cinta dimaknai<br /></span>hingga pada suar planet-planet terluar<br />membangun monumen-monumen momen<br />and look, the sun we put is now rising...<br /><br />cabikan dimensi, yang tak ubahnya abadi,<br />terekam oleh pena dan lensa kami, </span><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff6600;">dibingkai nurani.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-71138806440306564632011-07-02T02:11:00.000-07:002011-07-02T02:24:48.664-07:00grace that has brought us thus far<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">Kalayan asmana Rama sareng Putra sareng Ruh Suci. Hamin.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span>Kanjeng Rama nu jumeneng di suwarga,<br />mugi dimulyakeun jenengan Gusti,<br />mugi sumping kerajaan Gusti,<br />mugi kalaksanakeun pangersa Gusti,<br />di dunya sapertos di sawarga.<br />Mugi gusti maparim rejeki ka abdi sadaya dina dinten ieu.<br />Sareng mugi Gusti ngahapunten kalepatan abdi sadaya,<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sapertos abdi sadaya oge ngahapunten kanu garaduh kalepatan ka abdi..<br /></span>Sareng mugi Gusti ulah ngalabetkeun abdi sadaya kana panggoda,<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nanging mugi Gusti ngalepaskeun abdi saya tina kaawonan. </span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;" >Hamin.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-74819169934459800832011-07-02T02:06:00.000-07:002011-07-02T02:29:57.987-07:00based on true experience<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >hopelessly life of some people are containing no meaning.<br />they need to adopt another people's life. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">likely they love the idea that their life has been added with value. even though the thinking is staying in das sollen. </span><span style="font-size:100%;">those people are unsurprisingly idiot.<br /></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >then pity, they usually do not fix it. (they can't). <span style="font-size:85%;">once again only idiocy rules, yes, here. </span>and considering that disappointing scene of fact, don't talk furthermore about self-identity. do you expect they have any?<br /><br />my honest biggest question at last. <span style="font-size:85%;">if your life is just as meaningless as you, why should you live any effing way? what for?</span></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-81393835709630480662011-07-02T01:56:00.000-07:002011-07-03T07:30:48.225-07:00faithful fiction (ii)<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Teresa to Huda<br />We will make it.<br />Because we know entirely, what we fight.<br /><br />Cerita kita juga sama, muasal dan tujuan. Dingin yang sama, hangat yang sama.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Adalah sekelumit abstraksi yang membuat aku mencintaimu.</span> Tapi abstraksi ini tak rumit, tak sempit. Hanya seolah ada nada-nada pentatonis yang memberikan kenyamanan saat dibunyikan.<br /><br />Kerelaan ini. Keredaan ini.<br />I want to be in your embrace forever. <span style="font-size:85%;">For love of us is a significant gratia of the Original. It is not disastrous ignominy.<br /><br /></span>I breath it. I wear it. We will make it.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-24113490621487563482010-10-26T16:54:00.000-07:002011-05-27T11:15:46.153-07:00faithful fiction<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Huda to Teresa</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Di dalam relung-relung mimpiku yang paling purba kamu hadir. Mimpi yang muncul mengiris malam dengan keji yang manis. Dan kekosongan alam terkuak oleh kemurnianmu, yang mengisinya penuh. Tidakkah aku bintang pada sebidang langit yang bersih.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Padepokan-padepokan itu saksinya. Kalau kelak, entah kapan, orang-orang akan sadar dan bertanya. <span style="font-size:85%;">Saat ini mereka limbung dan kata-kata mereka tidak berarti lebih daripada sebuah khilaf. </span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Pendopo, dan serambi, bakal bicara. Singkap semua.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Setiap kubik ruangan mengandung keagungan, kekuatan, kesucian. Tiupan ketuntasan bagi hati yang sejati. Kutemukan kamu ada padanya. Sahaya bercahaya. Setelahnya namamu selalu dalam dzikirku. Tak putus saling menyapa raga serta jiwa. Menyelami ganjaran kemustahilan yang semakin terasa berkah. </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Kita. Kamu kentara, aku alpa.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Sebab kamu adalah dirimu, entitas yang terbentuk melalui setubuh keikutsertaanku. Seperti suatu komposisi garapan, layaknya suatu sistem terintervensi. Aku berbagi denganmu pada tumpu ajaran pasrah yang turah dan benih yang kasih.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Pun kita punya obsesi yang sama tentang terpenjara di balik tembok pagar berjeruji. Jeruji yang justru memelihara kita tak tersentuh, dari tata fana, bebaskan kita nuju pencarian pulang bumi. Menuliskan jilid kedua humanitas, buat mengganti seri yang lama yang musnah telah.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >(perjalanan Jakarta-Indramayu, 2010)</span></span></div>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-24213463767771264422010-09-13T02:27:00.000-07:002010-10-22T22:10:43.120-07:00the most in the world<div style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;"><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >What do you do when the one who broke your heart is the only one who's probable to fix it?</span><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" > What</span><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ><strong style="font-family:verdana;"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">can</span></strong></span><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" > you do?</span><br /></div><div face="verdana" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >I never thought I'll know.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="font-family: verdana; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Fate.<br />Therefore, could only you fill a hole with what came out of it.<br /></div><div style="font-family: verdana; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> </div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" ><span class="quote" style="font-family:verdana;">We forget, sometimes, how much the world can hurt. It can hurt people we love, people we don't, people caught in the middle, even people who would give anything if they could just never, ever get hurt again. But sometimes the hurt can't be avoided. It's just coming at us and can't be stopped, it's in us and can't be seen, or is lying next to us in the dark waiting. But sometimes it doesn't come at all. Sometimes, we get this other thing that flutters down out of nowhere and stays just long enough to give us hope. Sometimes but rarely, barely, but just when we need it the most and expect it the least, we get a break.</span></span><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" > </span><span style="font-size:85%;">(this is taken from 'In Plain Sight').</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></span></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-57709931977338278162010-08-05T01:13:00.001-07:002010-10-26T17:07:38.559-07:00a bait of memory<div style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Ia mengisap rokok dalam-dalam. <span style="font-size:85%;">Aroma tembakau meluruhi ruangan.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >"So whats the deal?" tanyanya.</span></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" ><span style=";font-size:85%;" >Tak habis pikir aku sama sekali. Striker maniak macam dia bisa selalu menghabiskan tidak kurang dua bungkus rokok per hari.</span><br /></span><div style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">"Kamu boleh ngudut tapi sebanyak aku saja," jawabku.<br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >"You're not a smoker," katanya mengejek.<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">"I do smoke."</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">"Eventually, yes... Hahaha"</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" > ia mengacak ringan rambutku.</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ><br />"At least try," aku melunak juga.</span><span style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" > </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Tawa lagi. Namun ia tidak membantah. Maupun bicara sepatah.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Sebab saat bercakap dianggapnya suda</span>h selesai.<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">It's a time for unspoken words.</span></span><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" > </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" ><br />Tangannya bergerak meraih gitar yang tergeletak di tempat tidur, lalu memainkannya.</span><br /><div style="font-family: verdana; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> </div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ><em><br /><br /></em></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >I think there'll come a day<span style="font-size:100%;"> when I won't miss or wonder about him anymore.</span> But I guess today won't be it. Every atom of me miss him; so schlecht.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-82006637944243978072010-07-09T00:43:00.000-07:002011-07-02T02:31:46.991-07:00tuning up<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >anything you lose<br />comes in another form<br />another day<br />another way<br />another rhyme<br />another dance<br />another chance<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">another long, warm embrace</span><br /><br />so do not grieve<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">see you there.<br /><br />please do not grieve.</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><br /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-72139558997896583542010-02-27T19:44:00.000-08:002011-07-02T02:34:55.249-07:00fraternity forum<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Lord jehovah</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >we extole Thee</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >we sing your praise </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >among the nations</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >drawing us into the</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >holiest communion</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >Elom Angelika</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >Yosafat Zebd Jacinda</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >Pirene Lizbeth Anselmus</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >Kay Trish Xu Savigno</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><strong></strong></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" ><strong></strong></span></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-26107160045313558922010-02-27T19:29:00.000-08:002012-01-08T20:23:13.123-08:00destruction<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Tapi, mengapa harus selalu datang padaku yang terlarang?, bisiknya pada kegelapan. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">Cinta yang terlarang dirasakannya seumpama buah yang memicu reaksi racun dalam saliva ketika ditelan. </span>Buahnya sendiri sempurna tiada bercacat. </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Membuat liur terbersit. Ia selalu tergoda untuk mencicip. <span style="font-size:85%;"><br />Sedikit, segigit.</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" > Adiktif.<br />Lalu terjerat ia karena buah itu jahat—kejahatan tersembunyi. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">Setelah menjerumuskannya dalam neraka tak bertepi, cinta itu menguap lenyap.</span> Dirinya ditinggal, menjadi korban tunggal, seolah memang ia anak bengal yang layak dipenggal. Ia tidak mendapatkan peluang membeberkan alasan, atau menjelaskan. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Semua didoktrin hitam dan putih. Hanya ada lapisan teratas dan terbawah tanpa tengah. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Pun ia merasa dikhianati. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Sebab aforisme cinta berbalik menyerang, meracuni, menghabisi.<span style="font-size:85%;"> Ia terhempas oleh kepercayaannya akan cinta yang sakra.</span><br />Kepercayaan yang telah dibangun melalui masa-masa pergulatan yang mewaktu.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><br />Bahwa semua itu bermula pada hari-hari ketika hukum tentang cinta pertama kali dinubuatkan, membuat segalanya lebih buruk. <span style="font-size:85%;">Hukum tersebut mendefinisi siapa yang harus dicintai. Dan bagaimana caranya. </span>Dan seberapa banyak. Kepicikan pragmatis.</span><br /><p><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ></span> </p><p><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >_______________</span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >catatan: merupakan alinea-alinea pad</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >a bab pertama novel TSDB, and been published here for sentimental reason</span></p>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-61356761034495664342010-02-18T04:42:00.000-08:002010-06-24T19:49:52.254-07:00alligator/plagiator<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Dua orang sahabat yang bersahabat erat, sebegitu erat, begitu erat sampai terasa mengharukan....sulit dipercaya ternyata ialah rendahan tidak berharga.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Camkan, I WILL HATE YOU TIL MY DYING DAY.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >You should shame on yourselves. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Provided you can't have your word, don't use other's.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Sometimes we do borrow or quote another people's words, but <span style="font-size:85%;">definitely not in sort of cheap way. </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Originality is one, big, prime. Genuine. No excuse for stealing.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >For this fleeting earth sake! <span style="font-size:85%;">As a student in</span> journalism school <span style="font-size:85%;">that suppose to know the</span> rule of plagiarism, the boundary line >> just admit you are that disgusting.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">Und un-involved me from your fancy friendship since I'm sick of its fuck fake.</span> Heaven bless your servile dirt souls.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-33578327457849450262010-02-11T21:14:00.000-08:002013-03-01T22:37:49.443-08:00pure embodied spirit<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">good morning, dearest shooting star <span style="font-size: 85%;">(altho there now you're up to midnight..)</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">thank you for the call last night, it's such bliss. a treasure moment, even a briefest moment i spent with you.</span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">to hear your voice is reminiscing.</span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: Verdana;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">gazing each other, consideration hits me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">that am missing you on highest dose, where reasons are totally beyond. </span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">i miss the valley. i miss the stone. i miss the weather. i miss the ting-a-ling. i miss the bench. i miss the poured rain. i miss your hand in my hair. i miss your existence, the most.</span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">but i slept with smile. </span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">because knowing you are last person i talked to before i end my day, does soothe.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">they said to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven, </span><span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">i think it is.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">every fear faded. entire friendshit matter, all faded. can always i turn to you.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #ff6600; font-family: verdana;">(*) anw, i make this so not complicated that you shall just sit, start reading, and feel loved. <span style="font-size: 85%;">understand you goin' through hard days and nights too. this's simply just a little note to remain, us as certain.</span> for utter blank future probably?</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-63385284379212786552009-12-14T05:59:00.000-08:002010-06-23T21:58:34.419-07:00letter from a cello bliss<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >aku akan<br />memainkan sebuah sonata<br />dengan serunai<br /><br />brahms dan tchaikovsky<br />wagner dan chopin<br />mozart yang dinamis<br />bahkan claudio monteverde<br /><br />persetan cemooh orang<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>kamu juga belum lahir pada zaman zaman itu</em></span><br /><br />semua telah lama ada, dan masih dipertahankan<br />sebab keindahan tak lekang oleh waktu<br />kelak kita menyebutnya budaya<br /><br />lestarikan jangan lupakan<br />abadikan jangan abaikan<br /><br />tapi kenyataan mematri sesuatu yang paradoks<br /><br />hanya negeri dengan namanya sendiri yang memelihara budaya<br />untuk satu ini swasta tak punya fasilitas fakultas<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">dasar feodal</span></em><br />umpat segelintir badut </span><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br />urban metropolis sinting<br />masyarakat kapitalis kotor</span><br /><br />upaya ini lebih bernilai<br />dari kek<span style="font-size:100%;">osongan yang mengakari hidup kalian<br />terutama akhir-akhir ini<br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:Verdana;">mau diasong kemana kepala berisi melulu materi? </span></span><br /><blockquote></blockquote><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >(( ))</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ><em>tapi kamu tidak bisa meniup serunai, kak </em></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >sela adikku<br /><br />aku mendengus<br />kalau demikian,<br />akan kubawa celloku sampai vienna<br />lalu memainkan indonesia raya<br /><br />sumbangsih sepenuh hati<br />kepada bangsa yang berarti.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-71722585873332691092009-11-29T04:53:00.000-08:002010-07-22T21:49:33.385-07:00painfully but finally<div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Don't stand too close to me. </span></div><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" ></span> </div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >We just hurt each other. </span><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Keep hurting. Each another. </span><span style="font-family:verdana;">How can you not see.</span></span></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><br /><br />Watch the distant, would you?</span></div><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">there is no such thing like a new beginning, all we have is, an old wound</span><br /></span><div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >that never gonna ever disappear<br /></span></div>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-70710934281831044142009-09-12T06:48:00.000-07:002010-06-24T19:54:05.527-07:00while fall calls<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Fool, do you think anyone’s born either as or to be cynical?<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Blame society for its cruel<br />Blame those untrusted human beings<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Blame packs of pseudo-friend about sharing some reciprocal intimacies</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">Blame civilized system which causes irritation in all aspect of fundamental gratification<br />Blame the victory of competing who has the biggest ego</span><br /><br />Blame morons who are unable to see harmony of diversity<br />Blame stupidity of seniority<br /></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Blame big town that has cut e v er y th i ng<br /><br /><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />Blame Stuttgart ;<br />for snatchingstealing<br />for takingtearing<br />from me<br />my solely radiance<br /><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">BLAME SOCIETY<br />For its cruel has successfully ruined me<br />For now I feel just empty </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >*blame few shots I've drunk.<br /></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-72405231547371477472009-09-12T06:42:00.000-07:002010-06-24T20:28:05.600-07:00keep retorting<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Even perfect woman (if there’s one of a kind) is human still. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Her capability of healing is not unlimited.<br /><br /><em>Quoted</em><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">“How can I live when we’re parted?”<br />“All we need is space; it is spaciousness all we hold.”<br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">“Forgive my earthly possession.” </span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >“Fail to understand how perfect love can be confounded out of hand.”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >“One more longing backward glance.”<br />“I just want our time to be slower and gentler.”</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" > </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><br />She knew he needs her. He needs her to know him. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">He needs her anyway.</span> Screw it.<br /><br />Different perspectives. Similar aims.<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">And after the acute aches of faint sacrificies, in five timeless years, yeah, yeah, what’s on earth they will put any concern in that.</span><br /><br />In the end, neither death nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, not powers will separate them.</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" > Virtus, concordia, fides.</span></span></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-21864535334797911532009-08-10T09:15:00.000-07:002010-02-01T02:26:57.890-08:00innuendo<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >Even if I start all over again</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >It does nothing to stop this pain</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >Hardly say, but seems everything is in vain </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >Counting days with sorrow</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >While there's no more you I know</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >Grasp each and grow</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Distance used to make us wiser</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >Walk a leap further climb a step higher</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >From the convent murmur little prayer </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Righteousness is indisputable </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Couldn't just take it as simple</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-size:100%;">Be utterly humble</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >Since I'm not servant of your ego</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >I'm not servant of any one's ego</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >We must let go.</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-44687600281785170182009-05-20T06:47:00.000-07:002010-02-01T02:58:53.417-08:00warm aegea<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >you need not much, mucho</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >because at the end of the day</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >there'll be just some left over</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >trust me</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:verdana;" >you don't need much, mucho</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >what you need is precious little amount</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >that you can count on</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;" >for ever</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;" >( this is me confessing: I miss them . . </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:85%;" >)</span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-603817596077005318.post-83649622074070154802008-12-23T20:09:00.000-08:002010-06-24T00:27:02.358-07:00temple of salvation<span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Kamu sampai juga. Rindu yang ada kutahan. Genggam erat rosario kayuku. <span style="font-size:85%;">Tujuh tahun di keheningan, runtuhkah? </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Tetapi kita selamanya cerita kepahitan nun samar. <span style="font-size:85%;">Sebab lembut saat dijalin. Getir hanya bergulir pada paska.</span> Maka buang sejenak episteme.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Kosong yang keji menggerus udara. Serta merta gigil selusupi antara. <span style="font-size:85%;">Bagimu cuma kretek yang menghangatkan.</span> Aku mempersilakan. Kamu edarkan bola mata hitammu, seraya bergumam, <span style="font-size:85%;">ingin melihat juga ruang kamarku.</span> Wicara tak ubahnya kedegilan sekarang. Jubah kasarku gemelisik menggesek. <span style="font-size:85%;">Dan tudung makin membebani bahu yang terkulai.</span> Kamu dekap aku. </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Dengan rimba di tatapmu. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Jangan. Cukup. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Suara pintu dibanting. Napas dihela. Kidung sunyi. Berbisik doa silih dalam hati <span style="font-size:85%;">-ora pro nobis, peccatoribus.</span><br />Kafani kembali cabikan hati tepat di isak terakhir. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Ini malam yang dingin. Gairah padam.</span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">~ teriring cinta dari lembah ~</span></span>Gloria Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00867058537000453811noreply@blogger.com4